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East coast. Music. Friends. Watermelon.
Zumiez,
Neville, Finnick & Cael.
Shameless selfies with my furmonster.

Shameless selfies with my furmonster.

Shleepy furmonster. #zumiez #papillon #dogs

Shleepy furmonster. #zumiez #papillon #dogs

I have the sleepiest puppy on the planet. #zumiez #papillon

I have the sleepiest puppy on the planet. #zumiez #papillon

Zoombutt with her face in the snow. β„πŸΆ #zumiez #papillon #snow #nemo

Zoombutt with her face in the snow. β„πŸΆ #zumiez #papillon #snow #nemo

I think it’s safe to say raccoons are her favorite animal. #zumiez #papillon #raccoon

I think it’s safe to say raccoons are her favorite animal. #zumiez #papillon #raccoon

Snuggle bug. #zumiez #papillon #cute

Snuggle bug. #zumiez #papillon #cute

She got it from her momma. πŸΆπŸ˜™ #papillon #zumiez #derp

She got it from her momma. πŸΆπŸ˜™ #papillon #zumiez #derp

Puppy snuggs. She curls up like a cat. πŸΆπŸ’› #zumiez #papillon

Puppy snuggs. She curls up like a cat. πŸΆπŸ’› #zumiez #papillon

Sleepy snuggle time for the birthday pup and I.

Sleepy snuggle time for the birthday pup and I.

Birthday cake. #spoiled #papillon #puppy #birthdaypup

Birthday cake. #spoiled #papillon #puppy #birthdaypup

My butthead is 3 today!!! Babygirl! πŸ˜πŸ’œ #zumiez #papillon #birthdaypup

My butthead is 3 today!!! Babygirl! πŸ˜πŸ’œ #zumiez #papillon #birthdaypup

Today I got up really early. Walked to Stop and Shop. Bought fruit punch. Walked back to Old Navy. Spent the morning yelling ridiculous phrases with my ridiculous coworkers. TEAM 3. Brrrr Gucci. Wrote and preformed a rap about winter outerwear. Proceeded to work all morning/afternoon. Cut my leg on a drawer at the cash register and ripped my leggings I bought last week. Get yelled at by family members for breathing.

That brings me to where I am now. Sitting on my bed, watching All That, wishing there was a way my life could be as simple as it was when I was 8 years old and would watch this show when it aired new episodes. But I’ve got my puppy by my side. So at least that makes tonight good.

Hello, let’s be friends, please?

Just took a nice walk on the power lines and around the neighborhood with Zumiez. Talked to a bunch of neighbors and realized that I need to get out more and talk to people. I rely wayyyy too heavily on my very few friends for my social interactions, and for that I am truly sorry to them. I know not many people like being around me, so I tend to smother the friends that do, and it’s not fair to them.
So basically, I need more friends. And I need to figure out how to make them on my own. I just wish I wasn’t so shy and quiet around people. I really need to work on that. I don’t think I’m that bad of a person, so please someone be my friend!

When does the fun start?

It sucks because I didn’t really do anything but work this summer, and I missed out on all the summer things I wanted to do, and now it’s fall, and I know I’m not gonna be able to do any of the autumn-y things I want to do. I’mΒ so tired of living only to go to work and do nothing else.

With that being said, I’m taking Zumiez on a walk on the powerlines because she deserves so much more than she gets. I’m just hoping she doesn’t step in any of the broken glass that covers the path. Hmmph.

This is how we snuggle on the floor. My derpy little girl. <3

This is how we snuggle on the floor. My derpy little girl. <3